This numb little bug song is what apathy depression feels like to me, you have empathy but you can’t motivate yourself to do anything about it. I was luck I finally remembered the name of this song because I couldn’t find it with the lyrics

ApathyYou have empathy inside but don’t really careyou’re fresh out of love but it’s been the airhave you ever been a little bit tired of lifestopmotionstop motionken mermaid revealBarbieMatteldoll stopmotiondoll stop motionYou gotta survive